It's Better Goodbye

Posted on 9th Oct 2020 by rohit kumar

I feel so heavy, really tired of what

I'm carrying right now.

I wanted to howl and tell him what's bothering inside,

But I'm too weak, I just want to say goodbye.

 

There's so much I wanted to do,

Like be someone he can talk and turn to.

But I guess I cannot listen anymore.

I'm almost deaf, it's just better to say goodbye.

 

I did dream, I wanted to fight.

But if I go on it would mean unbearable pain.

So I opt to give up than try,

'Cause it's worst than saying goodbye.

 

I tried to listen to reasons,

It did not give me answers, only a reality.

That we're friends and he wants someone else.

But I can't pretend anymore,

'Cause inside it is hurting.

Still, I'm wishing him well,

Yet I'd rather say goodbye.