Starting Over...

Posted on 16th Feb 2014 07:03 pm by admin

I’m trying to find something to base my life upon,
Something in this strange world that goes on and on.
As the years go by and time fades away,
What used to be “good days” are now filled with dismay.
Tomorrow comes, and then again, it goes,
And my ambition to become something more, grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
The life I want now, gets closer each day.
All I’ve ever wanted was something to live for,
I don’t want to be this little person anymore.
I’ve been basing my life upon what others think,
I wish I could go back and redo everything, every time an eye would blink.
I’ve fought to become who I am and what I want to be,
I have to remind my self that one day, I will be free.
Free from the rules I followed as a child,
When everything was a game and life was so mild.
Now times have changed and I realize nothing is fair,
And sometimes it seems like nobody even cares.
It’s like no one pays attention to what I feel is best for me,
And what I think about the way some things should be.
I understand now, that I’m pretty much on my own,
And I know a lot of what I can do will never be known.
All the time, I think about everything I can’t say, what I have to keep in,
And by doing this, my thoughts only get more complicated and deepen.
Soon I hope to find out who I am, and what I am meant to become,
I want to know where I’m going, I don’t need to be reminded of where I came from.

-Tatum

Other poetry

jaanu mera dil rota hai,

tumko paakar, tumhen khona nahi hai,

jaanu mera dil rota hai,

pathar se dil ka py

Stuck On You

You're sucrose, you're glucose,

You're fructose and more,

From your head to your

Love's Arrow

Overwhelming and revealing

this amazing feeling,

this ache I crave, this desire,<

Am Yours..

I'd give all I have to stay yours,

for you are everything I adore.

You open up th

SHABNAM ROSHANI

श्वेत, सर्द आनन्दमय चाँद की मोहब्बत भ

Faithful, Unsure Love
Through all the storms and struggles—
All the fights and tussles’,
All the disrespect, and

Somewhere I Have Never Travelled, Gladly Beyond

somewhere I have never traveled, gladly beyond

any experience, your eyes have their silen

The Dream
Love, if I weep it will not matter,
And if you laugh I shall not care;
Foolish am I to think

mujhe zamane ne chot di hai

TUMHARI HAR EK BAAT NIRALI

Tum ho ek anmol angoothi

 

Ya phir uska koi nageena

 

T