Starting Over...

Posted on 16th Feb 2014 07:03 pm by admin

I’m trying to find something to base my life upon,
Something in this strange world that goes on and on.
As the years go by and time fades away,
What used to be “good days” are now filled with dismay.
Tomorrow comes, and then again, it goes,
And my ambition to become something more, grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
The life I want now, gets closer each day.
All I’ve ever wanted was something to live for,
I don’t want to be this little person anymore.
I’ve been basing my life upon what others think,
I wish I could go back and redo everything, every time an eye would blink.
I’ve fought to become who I am and what I want to be,
I have to remind my self that one day, I will be free.
Free from the rules I followed as a child,
When everything was a game and life was so mild.
Now times have changed and I realize nothing is fair,
And sometimes it seems like nobody even cares.
It’s like no one pays attention to what I feel is best for me,
And what I think about the way some things should be.
I understand now, that I’m pretty much on my own,
And I know a lot of what I can do will never be known.
All the time, I think about everything I can’t say, what I have to keep in,
And by doing this, my thoughts only get more complicated and deepen.
Soon I hope to find out who I am, and what I am meant to become,
I want to know where I’m going, I don’t need to be reminded of where I came from.

-Tatum

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NASEEB BADAL DE

वक्त से लड़कर जो नसीब बदल दे,

इन्सान

JAB MILA KARTE HAI

Diye Toh Aandhi Mein Bhi Jala Karte Hain,
DHALTA SURAJ

Shaam ka dhalta sooraj hu main

Halki iss aag mei sulagta hu main

Raat ka andhera

Lonely Without You

Woke up today
with your name on my lips
went about my way
you were in all my steps

ZIKR TERI OR MERI BATON KE

Zikr tera meri baaton me hone laga hai, 

Tera har khwaab aankhon me rehne laga hai,<

TADAPTE HAI PED OR PANCHHI

बनते बिगड़ते हालातों का

हिसाब है ज�

First Kiss...

We sat

And talked

About nothing

I looked

Into

Your eyes

saikil ke pahiy fir se ghumay

चलो फिर से बच्चे बन जाते हैं

लौट कर

True Feelings

You make me feel so real

I lay awake at night thinking of you

I close my eyes and

Just Who You Are Its Important

You've got quite an easy style

with a tender heart to match,

and how you'd wear a