Starting Over...

Posted on 16th Feb 2014 07:03 pm by admin

I’m trying to find something to base my life upon,
Something in this strange world that goes on and on.
As the years go by and time fades away,
What used to be “good days” are now filled with dismay.
Tomorrow comes, and then again, it goes,
And my ambition to become something more, grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
The life I want now, gets closer each day.
All I’ve ever wanted was something to live for,
I don’t want to be this little person anymore.
I’ve been basing my life upon what others think,
I wish I could go back and redo everything, every time an eye would blink.
I’ve fought to become who I am and what I want to be,
I have to remind my self that one day, I will be free.
Free from the rules I followed as a child,
When everything was a game and life was so mild.
Now times have changed and I realize nothing is fair,
And sometimes it seems like nobody even cares.
It’s like no one pays attention to what I feel is best for me,
And what I think about the way some things should be.
I understand now, that I’m pretty much on my own,
And I know a lot of what I can do will never be known.
All the time, I think about everything I can’t say, what I have to keep in,
And by doing this, my thoughts only get more complicated and deepen.
Soon I hope to find out who I am, and what I am meant to become,
I want to know where I’m going, I don’t need to be reminded of where I came from.

-Tatum

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MAN SE SWIKAR

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The One....

You're the one for me

'cause you were made just for me.

Now I'm standing in front

ishq hi khuda hai

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Sometimes, I often wonder why something shouts as loud as thunder

It was there inside of

DUA SAPNO KI LAGA

Shaam tak jhoojh, sab bhool ke paseena baha…

Thak bhi Raha hai to Maa ka maayus ch

Seeds Of Growth

Water the seed, and a plant will grow.

Feed the plant, and a tree will grow.

Give

Halfway Down

Halfway down the stairs

Is a stair

Where I sit.

There isn't any

O

Days come and go

Days come and go

But my feelings for you are forever

I am just not capable

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MERA WATAN WAHI HAI

चिश्ती ने जिस ज़मीं पे पैग़ामे हक़ सु

Sometimes I Feel Like Crying

But I have to be honest

I just don't know-how

My heart aches

For yet anot