For me, life is a struggle.
It's an impossible reality every single day.
I try to understand, try to unlock the secrets,
To unravel the mystery.
I search for meaning, for reasons behind it all,
But I keep on stumbling.
I keep on hitting brick walls.
It's like going in circles, running after something,
With no beginning at all.
But there must be a reason.
I can't precisely describe the way I usually feel,
But I know I'm not happy,
Yet I'm not exactly sad either.
I don't feel like I'm living,
But I don't feel dead either.
I dread my existence,
However, I Select to continue going.
It's like I'm caught in a jumble of emotions,
Enveloped in emptiness and confusion.
As I lay here in the dark by your side,
You bring me great love, and I feel great pride.<
To feel that sense of comfort
That you felt in times gone by.
To hug someone with
You bring the sunshine to my rain.
You give me love when I feel pain.
The worst pain known to me
Is to be stuck on a love that never could be,
To love
It's getting cold and I'm getting lonely
Wishing someone would sit down and hold me
Some areas long as hoses
You buy at a garden store.
Mine can be used to smell ros
A friend is not just someone who hangs out with you.
A friend is someone who cares about
After the fierce midsummer all ablaze
Has burned itself to ashes, and expires
In
I thought you were so cool.
Boy, I was wrong.
I feel like su
If you awake to one more dreary day,
an empty heart with empty hours to kill,
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