For me, life is a struggle.
It's an impossible reality every single day.
I try to understand, try to unlock the secrets,
To unravel the mystery.
I search for meaning, for reasons behind it all,
But I keep on stumbling.
I keep on hitting brick walls.
It's like going in circles, running after something,
With no beginning at all.
But there must be a reason.
I can't precisely describe the way I usually feel,
But I know I'm not happy,
Yet I'm not exactly sad either.
I don't feel like I'm living,
But I don't feel dead either.
I dread my existence,
However, I Select to continue going.
It's like I'm caught in a jumble of emotions,
Enveloped in emptiness and confusion.
While you weren't here
I cried every night.
A million tears fell,
Still,
Your eyes sparkle like a light being shined on two beautiful emeralds,
When I see you wal
Praise the spells and bless the charms,
I found April in my arms.
April golden, A
You say you're afraid of being alone.
You can't do a thing on your own.
You don't
The friendship we have is so rare to find.
We hate to see each other in a bind.
W
Say yes, and we could surf the highest waves,
Your hand in mine, never losing faith.
Whenever I am lonely,
You're always by my side,
And when I call to you for help,<
You told me not to fart mom,
so I didn't eat the beans.
You told me it would smel
From the first lingering glance
Shared by a pair of prying hearts
To the last diz
Pen and paper are my tools
To tell you "good job" or to call you a fool.
My prais
