For me, life is a struggle.
It's an impossible reality every single day.
I try to understand, try to unlock the secrets,
To unravel the mystery.
I search for meaning, for reasons behind it all,
But I keep on stumbling.
I keep on hitting brick walls.
It's like going in circles, running after something,
With no beginning at all.
But there must be a reason.
I can't precisely describe the way I usually feel,
But I know I'm not happy,
Yet I'm not exactly sad either.
I don't feel like I'm living,
But I don't feel dead either.
I dread my existence,
However, I Select to continue going.
It's like I'm caught in a jumble of emotions,
Enveloped in emptiness and confusion.
How I wish to trust
In life, no questions asked,
Hanging on God's words,
From the day that I first knew you,
Your heart was pure and kind;
Your smile was
There's this subject called chemistry
how it works is a total mystery
it is an at
If you were my rose, then I'd be your sun,
painting your rainbows when the rains come.
Fueling your faith
In what you've got within...
In your God-given gift,
I
In the darkness, in the silence,
Only faint memories of joy are heard.
Overrun by
I'll be with you as long as you want me to,
Until the end of time.
The day I met
The touch of your hand,
The smell of your hair,
The naughtiness in your smile,
Words simply can't describe
My feelings for you,
For my feelings are so many,
All these days and nights without you here,
It's a little bit more than I can bear.
