Can no one see this smile I'm faking,
See how, inside, I'm constantly shaking?
These people all claim they know me well,
Yet no one can see through my crumbling shell?
"I'm fine", I whisper, my sadness unknown,
They leave me to deal with this anguish alone.
I've hidden behind this wall most of my life,
I've managed so far, I've dealt with my strife.
Watching as, slowly, my blood leaks away,
It helps to keep life's true horrors at bay.
I pull down my sleeve to cover my hurt,
For approaching footsteps, I'm on the alert.
I guess my pretense is just all too real,
No one has to know of the pain that I feel.
The real me inside, where no one can see,
I can fool everyone else, why can't I fool me?
You tried so hard to win his love
You put your heart out on the line
He puts you
How do I mend a broken heart?
My entire world has fallen apart.
How do I find hop
You're so special - more than you know and more than I show.
You're my soul mate, you're
Tears of blood fall from my broken heart.
I never thought we would be apart.
When
I Wished For Your Love On A Shooting Star
I wished for your love on a shooting star
and didn't think my wish would get too far.
She tells him she loves him when she doesn't care,
all along she plays this game unfairly
It's an unexplained feeling that we all hope to find
That wonderful feeling that seems to
Love. Is that what I crave?
If it is, then why can't I find it?
Hate. Does that m
What do I see in you? Oh boy. Oh boy,
I see mountains and rivers a lifetime of joy,
You make me feel so real
I lay awake at night thinking of you
I close my eyes and
